I am sitting here
looking at a bottle of pills...

I WISH I COULD FIND SOMEONE THAT COULD REALIZE HOW...
I AM ABOUT READY TO EXPLODE...

How could I have changed so much
so fast...

This is so difficult
you have no idea...

Do you know what its like;
to never want to come home...

You go your way,
and i will go mine...

My parents have no clue why I am still here
Because of God and Kevin...

I hope you never find out that I was right
Because then someone else you love...

I know what he did to me was wrong
But at least he knew me...

I wish you could be here
So that I new you still loved me...

Sometimes I wonder
I wonder if the only reason...

If you are innocent
then why do you hide...