Because I can't have you, It's become an obsession to think about you...dream about you.

I can't understand why I still want you the way I do, after the way you've acted, and the things you've done. Love is so confusing.

So I don't think about you as often as I used to, but when I do...it hurts so much. I just wish you'd understand how bad I miss you.

I am so tired of relationships and fighting that now I found someone i like. Actually, I love, thing is I'm so afraid of losing him, I don't want to have him. I'm afraid to go through this again.

Some dumb people say that nothing lasts forever. I've got two words for them...BS!!!
Maybe we won't last together forever but I can garanty you that my feelings for you will never fade.
Because my feelings for you are forever.

Once I looked back and saw what I had, and what i lost. But i won't do it again because it brings too much pain. I have to remind myself that now it's not the same. Now I only look foward because I realized i can never have you back.

I think I found the one =]...or maybe one of them xD