I'll put on a brave face
Let you walk away
I'll write letters and I'll think of you
Everyday
And although I don't believe in him
Every night I'll pray
That I get to hold my soldier again someday

If you die
They better tell me you fought like hell to survive
Or I'll never forgive you
For making me love you

Part of lyrics from my Soldier Song

You brought out something inside of me
You were the one to set me free
I know you'll be the best man you can
I promise you, I understand
I'll think of you everyday its true
and every song i sing, I'll be singing to you
-from Soldier Song

When I so desperately needed the soft caress words bring, the world fell silent. With one last attempt at self preservation i pen the sorrow of the partition in my heart letting each memory scream from the page. All I'm asking you to do is listen.

If I bled a thousand apologies
Would you look me in the eyes?
If I let you see how it affects me
Would you wipe the tears I cry?
If I crumbled at your feet
Would you come pick me up?
If I showed you my scars
Would you tell me Ive hurt enough?