You told me you loved me and I started to cry because i know you didn't mean it like I wanted you to.

You were like my seat belt in a car crash, keeping me alive, but now that your leaving, who's going to be there to make sure both of us survive?

Force a smile, force a laugh, fall to the floor, close the door.

I never thought I'd smile again until I met you.

I'm on a path of my own, because no one would lead me home.

I'm gonna lose you, your gonna lose me, i'm gonna miss you, you're gonna forget about me.

I tried filling the hole in my heart that you leftme with, with everything i can think of but im running out of ideas.

Just because I havn't fallen to the floor it doesn't mean I am still standing strong.

I want to grow up. Go to colledge. Get a job. Then find someone worth finding.

I feel worthless I don't value me or mylife anymore, so i cut it away piece by piece. If i continue like this soon there wont be any pieces left of me, and i will be an empty shell.