You built me up and tore me down , but i wont fall , ill stand my ground .

Untill you end it, do the lies not stop and soon then, the truth comes out .

Your the friend i could never love,
or so i thought .
but i guess with all we know about one another
how could we not fall in love ?

I made a mistake.
& we'll never be the same.
im looking on and gunna live my life
not gunna wait around for a maybe friend.
if you so choose we'll be okay again.

Ive made mistakes that i wish i could undo , some i'm glad i made and some i wish i did make

Pain that is felt is well hidden when not alone.

You are my support,
you hold me up when my walls come crashing down
with out you, it be like
not eating for days ,
you can live for awhile
but not that long.

Home no longer feels like home,
but im to young to stand on my own.
so ill learn to,
fake that smile, when i wan to cry
make the lies seem true, when they ask how are you .
- you'll never know the pain im going through .

It may seem he doesnt mean much to me,
but what you dont know is:
when i wake up i hope to see his name pop up on my phone,
when i see him i scramble to find the perfect thing to say,
when he's about to leave its almost impossible to say goodbye.

Here's to knowing nothing,
not knowing what your doing
where you are or who your with .
i trust you i dont need to know.
unless your with HER she is my friend but a flirt
when im with the both of you its like im not there, the third wheel