I love your touch, my very best friend
You produce a feeling I wish would never end...

A simple scar embedded deep in my forearm
One of the many caused by my self harm...

I once wished upon a star
Now those dreams so tattered and far...

Lips and eyes both sewn shut
Arms lined with a repeated cut...

I stare out and see your face
I wish it was a memory I could erase...

Misery is my very best friend
A numbing feeling that never ends...

Happiness is just a teardrop away
It’s an unknown feeling never felt any day...

I look at you
And I can tell that Im everything...

A world now gone
Forever in ruins...

A memory so far and gone
One of love, thats as far away as the dawn...

A velvet rain
A silvery haze...

I've found a new sickness
I've found a new drug...