I thought you loved me,
but it was only a sick illusion.

That one minute you made me smile...erased all the minutes that i cried

I want you to be worth these tears,
but your words don't mean enough.

Hate me for me,
not who I pretend to be.

I live my life to be in pain,
to lose control and to lose all hope.

Frightened at first to even get close,
then you held me tight and didn't let go.

Take my pain away,
by holding me all day.

Loving you was the easiest thing I could do,
watching you walk away happy...broke me.