It's amazing that in such a short amount of time I can have developed such intense feelings for him!!!

Have you ever noticed that the guys you want you can't have and the guys you can have you don't want?
It's a real pain isn't it?

Smile, it's not like anyone bothers to look any deeper anyway!!!

If you don't want someone to know something or you don't want to get caught then KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT!!! It really is that simple!!

I suppress it, by it I mean everything, every emotion I've suppressed at one time or another. You know why?
How could you?
I'm not even sure if I know!!!

What is it you want from me, exactly?

He will be mine!!!

MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

All I want is somone to care! Is that too much to ask? Obviously it is as I can't get some decent mates let alone a boyfriend!

If I killed myself now would anyone care? Would anyone even notice? Lets find out shall we!

Love, love, love,
There is nothing more amazing, more important or more ... deadly!