Lying with him, wrapped in his arms, having him hold me close, it was heaven! Pure heaven! For the first time in years I felt safe, unthreatened & completely at ease, all thanks to him!

It's funny how a simple act of kindness can mean so much to someone, isnt it?
Jaye, babe, ur my darling best mate I'll always be there for you no matter what, lean on me in your times of need and you'll never want for another friend!!!

God I love him! I know I barely know him but thats not the point, he's just so amazing! His touch, his kiss, his smell, the feel of his skin against mine, the way he makes me feel, the warmth & safety of his arms! I can't help but love him!!!

I'm hurt, hurt again, without it even beginning its ended & I'm left here alone and hurt as always.

He doesn't deserve me & I know this. So why does it hurt me so much inside?

Is there such thing as a flirtaholic? If so then I think you'll find thats me! I'm addicted, well, it's not a bad habit really! ;)

You know what? It really doesn't matter, none of it matters at all, the only thing that matters to me is you!!!

When I'm with you I feel like a goddess, an angel, perfection, heaven itself. I love it, more to the point I love you!

What is it you want from me? If you ask I will give it to you whatever it may be for one simple reason, I love you!!!

It's not what he says & does, it's what he doesn't do or say that hurts the most!!!