You always tell me you love me..so why dont you want us to be?

I always said I didnt care..but i realized i did when one day you werent there

I never thought I'd have to say goodbye
I never thought our friendship would die

I thought i could never look at you that way
But now i have and cant look at you any different

Why did you have to leave
Why did you have to go
You left me and that i still cant believe
Slowly my heart is dying
It's gettin black and cold

He told me that he loved me
He said he was meant for me
But when i told him i carried his child
He said we couldnt be

My friends call me crazy
i hear them whisper i'm insane
thats because i am in love
with somebody who dont even know my name

I was stupid for thinking
that you ever loved me
i was crazy for believeing
that we were meant to be
cuz now i sit here hurt
all by myself feeling so lonely

For you to have my trust
for you to be my love
for you to be with me
I'd give so many things

Today I killed myself
I felt I could do nothing else
Dont ever blame you
There was nothing that you could do