PeRfEcT lIfE. No StRiFe. So WhY aM i So MeSsEd Up?

I'm just a F*(K up.. all I can do is MesS up. Why bother when none of this was meant for me? Why does everyone ignore that pain that's so easy to see?

S.L.I.T. .. [s]l][i][t] .. (*SlIt*)
Am I GoNe YeT?!