The blood I shed
The tears I cry...

Dig it in
Twist it around...

The secrets i bury deep down inside
Are parts of my past that I must hide...

I cant take them anymore
for the illness i have there is no cure...

ill always be by your side
and try and be there for you...

once again the blood flows
the voices start to scream...

My Hands Are shaking
im clenching the gun...

look into my eyes
what do you see...

take it all away from me
just throw it all away...

I grabbed my child around the neck
put a pillow on his head...

Ive lost it all
my pride my soul...

i hold the bible in my hand
the cross around my neck...