Stood out in the freezing cold
Trying to get a grip on reality
Asif being in the freezing cold would change my perception of things

Men are just little boys in nice suits.

My friends think i am stupid
Standing in the rain
But they do not know
That i am crying in pain.

You said you loved me,
so why do you still hurt me.

About a world that
never was and never will be
have you no shame don't you see me
you know you've got everybody fooled

**Everybody's Fool - evanescence**
*such a personal song*

Why do I say I HATE you when I know that isn't true.
And why do I try to convice everyone when I know I'm in love with you.

** makes no sens e but nevermind. hhhmmmmm. tired *YAWN* **

Life is a buffet, but you can't go back for second helpings. so grab what you can when you can.

Seeing you there everyday
makes me wanna wish this pain away
You tell people you love that you truly care
but then end up hurting them like loving them is a dare.

*Really random thingy. I will write an actually poem on this wen i have the time*

Voice without words
Eyes without tears
Vains without blood
Mind with fears.

*Really random thing i made wen i got stressed :S lol*

A reflection - something you hate to see first thing on a monday morning.