I wanna talk to him so bad
but i cant :/ dat sucks

Today is a day i will never forget.
dec. 6. 2008

The past is the past
its been two years
n i wish i could go back n change
things but i cant. i guess this shows me dat
there's some one better for me.

Now dat i see dat dis year
hes not with me it makes me sad
but i know its for a reason
n only God knows wat he has for both of us

All i got to say to
u is dat dis day is always
going to be in my heart even though
u have forgotten.

(b)i love you
12/9/08

Its my birthday today :D yay!! blowing 19 candles today :D <3

Dang how i miss u on dis days wen we use to share the love we felt n how amazing it was to at least talk to u on the phone knowing u cared </3

So next year i wanna start all over n ima start it with u not being with me but ima forget the past n just keep looking forward n see wat life brings me n
going to keep my head up high :D

New year 2011!
new me
new heart
new life
new plan
new memories <3

- chajay <3 :D