Look at her arms ,
see the ribbons of pain...
My anger and frustration
bleed out in my thoughts...
Glass shards
scrape across my heart...
25 times
The number of lies...
I lash out for me
I...
I amile and laugh
inside i rplay my suicidal death...
I remember the laughs
I remember the fights...
I think about you, cut my wrist
I think about her, another slit...
I whisper I love you
you whisper I hate you...
I write with this hand that causes me pain.
l write these stupid words with these tears youve...
Footprints embedded in my dreams,
I'm sowing my life at the seams...
I watch my wrists as they start to bleed l breathe...