You never listen to me,unless I apologize.So..I'm sorry for believing every single lie you ever told me.I'm sorry for breathing the air that you reserved for telling her the same lies.I'm sorry for ever saying I'm sorry.

All the nights I sat down and cried
All the times I apologized
It seems that people want things too far away to touch
And maybe that's the reason you now love me so much

I sacrifice everything and I get nothing in return
Except for a bandage that has already been worn

What if by yes I meant no?
What if by stay I meant go?
What if I don't live to please you?
What if for me it isn't that easy?

I'm too strong to stay here, yet too weak to leave
I'm too strong to hold it, yet too weak to breathe

The countdown begins as I think of all the things I'll miss
Today's the day to see if my dream will fly or fall into the abyss
I put on a brave smile, although I know it's fake
I say to myself "No matter if I break"

I'd give everything if I had anything

I close my eyes and I'm afraid to open them again, because that's how you disappeared the first time, and I wouldn't be surprised if that would happen again, because it's only you.

I never know when I do something wrong, because for you everything I ever say or do is wrong!

The worst part is I don't even give a shit anymore.