Its been
one year
three months
&& four days
since youve hugged me close.
I heard your voice today and the memories came back.
All the Heartbrake, All the tears, All the laughs, All the hugs and kisses Everything.

I don't know if you know this or not, but I'm in love with you. With your hugs, with your smile, with your advice&&everything else. I love you, but I'm not sure that you know how bad it feels to love someone that doesn't love you back..

Hold my hand, Into yours.
Hold my body, Close to yours.
Hold me, Close to you.
Hold my lips, On yours.
Hold this moment, Forever.

If you didnt mean the ABSOLUTE world to me.. Then why do i have this HUGE smile on my face? If i didnt love you.. Then why did I hug you for 295670467 minutes today? If you wernt MINE... Then why do I say I LOVE YOU.!

Hes not what you think.
Hes not who he acts.
He does it for attention.
I love him.
For who I see him as.
Nobody sees thru him.
They see his core.
I hate how they judge...
Hes perfect.
Hes my best friend.

I saw you dancing with her last night.
I saw you look at me.
I saw the look in your eyes.
You saw the tear run down my face.
You saw the look in my eyes.
You saw my heart break.

Stupid love.
Stupid love songs.
Stupid love songs hurting.
Stupid love songs hurting me.

This wont be a regret.
I wont forget.
The Smiles and Hugs.
The Fights and Tears.
The Good and Bad.
Its in my head.
I Love you Now.
And i Will Forever.

Love
Is
That
One
Thing
That
Ruins
My
Day.

The
Truth
Makes
EVERYTHING
Seem
Like
A
Lie