Ive never actually fallen for someone. Then I met you and something just clicked and I knew I lovedd you. And I know you like her and I'm happy for you I really am, but I just wish that I was the one you wanted.

Was this your plan all along? To just make me fall for you, break through all the lines of defense I have so I won't get hurt by guys like you and then just drop me... Hurt me? Was it really worth it?

I met someone new. Someone who treats me a shitload better than you. But when I see your face, my mind just erases and I forget about him and focus on you... Why?

Running a marathon is kinda like falling in love. At first your nervous and scared then you feel happy and comfterable but as it goes on you start to hurt and when your done your glad your finally finished.

I'm used to seeing you everyday and doing EVERYTHING together. Now i see you MAYBE once a week and i've come to realize i need you with me, every second, every minute, of every day <3

And I found someoe who loves me for who I am and now I realize you don't deserve me and your the one who's missing out

And one day i hope you look through all my notebooks, all my journals, and read them and realize that every single thing i write is about you.

I slowed down, took a breather, cleared my head and it became so obvious you dont love me... and i just didnt want to admit it to myself but now i do and im okay with it. im moving on

We spent one week getting close... thats all it took for us to have inside jokes, know everything about each other, to become really close and comftorable with each other and for me to love you <3

You think of me as just a friend, someone who you would never imagine liking you or even loving you. well your wrong i do have feelings for you but im to affraid to tell you.