I hate when people say "just get over him already" you cant control how you feel... Do you think I want to still love him and let him hurt me?

And when i see you with her, i just walk away and pretend i dont care but once you cant see me anymore i break down. i just wanna be able to tell you how i feel but im scared to hear your reaction.

And i try to force myself to get over you... but theres no point i am and forever will be in love with you even if your not in love with me.

Ive loved you since the second i saw your crystal blue eyes, but now after everything im scared to talk to you and hear your words, if its something bad my heart will be broken once again, so ill keep my distance and hope you'll realize what you lost

How do you get over someone who has always been the person that can make you smile when your crying... and the person who's voice lingers in your head all day long... and the person you love no matter what they do to you?

Wanna know what i wish for? i wish that i could forget... forget what you said... forget what happened... forget i love you and forget that big fight we got into and be able to meet you all over again and start over...

I used to be the girl that loved every boy she talked to... then you came along and you became the one and only person i loved and couldnt live without. now your the reason i dont trust anybody anymore and dont wanna fall for anyone.

There never was really a me and you... but that doesnt mean i cant love you... it just made it sad to think about you and walk by you and realize... were just friends.

I have no idea how long i can pretend i dont care... when in reality what happened between us is killing me.

I look at my phone-nothng. i look outside- your not there. i walk through school- your with her. i look at myself- i look fine even when my heart is shattering inside.