Why is the person I love always the person I could never be with?

Why can't we all stop holding in Our feelings, holding back the tears and putting on our fake smilies. Why can't we tell that one person, we never really got over them? Is it because we cant find the strength to hear their response?

I say I love him, I say I need him but is that true? Or am I just using him to distract me from my one and only love that broke my heart?

I say I've moved on but I still can't sing our songs, go to the places we've went or see you without my heart falling to pieces all over again... Maybe i haven't moved on but I know I'm trying my hardest to

And when I see you I light up... I'm happy and outgoing. You bring out the best in me but your so in love with her you don't even realize it...

It's fate that made me see you out of the corner of my eye that day, it was fate that made me become friends with your sister so I can meet you. But it was my choice to become friends... And my hearts choice to fall in love you.<3

You say I'm "hot" and talk to my friends about my looks. Do you really love me? Do you realize my personality is just as good? or am I just another trophy to keep on your shelf...?

Never make someone your life, make them apart of it cause soon they'll take over it and you'll lose yourself.

Why is life so unfair? When im not with you I think about you non-stop. When I'm with you we have such little time, so I'm sad cause i know soon it will be over. I miss when time used to seem like it never ran out and it was me and you forever. <3

You think I've moved on, you think I'm done loving you but I'm not done loving you and ive accepted the fact that I will never be.