I miss the days when i would walk around everywhere looking like an idiot with a big smile on my face because i was in love and couldnt be happier.

And when you ended everything i put on a smile and laughed but deep inside i was a mix of emotions about to explode and i just wish that for once you could of looked passed my fake reaction and seen that.

I looked into your eyes...my heart stopped, my knees got weak and i felt the happiest ive ever been and thats when i realized im inlove with you. you looked into mine and all you saw was another girl that adored you.

All i want and all ive ever wanted was you to just give me a chance. after all i do for you thats the least you can give me.

Its amazing how after all this time, all of our fights, everything that happened i still find myself sitting in my room crying over you. i know im better than that and you dont deserve me but i just cant help it... i still love you...

The problem is i LOVE you but i HATE how you treat me...

I'd do anything for you... You know that and I think your taking advantage of it.

I tell everyone I'm over him and hate him. But I'm not, not even close. When I walk by him and he acts like I'm not alive, my heart breaks into little pieces like shattered glass and it can't be put back together.

I hate when people say "just get over him already" you cant control how you feel... Do you think I want to still love him and let him hurt me?

And when i see you with her, i just walk away and pretend i dont care but once you cant see me anymore i break down. i just wanna be able to tell you how i feel but im scared to hear your reaction.