So all this time listening to you talk about other girls, thinking you would never love me, breaking my heart day after day... it was all because you were afraid? afraid of what this would do to us? well look what this is doing to me

What i hate in life is the fact that you have to leave for someone to realize what they had, you have to leave before someone can miss you... why cant they just see what they have while were here?

I dont understand that you care about me? i do. what you dont understand is that iknow you care about me... but its just as a friend and thats what hurts because we both know i care about you more than that

The difference between me and you is that youre just looking for a girlfriend, youre in love with the idea of having a girlfriend but with me its so different... in not in love with an i dea... im in love with you.

Its been 2 weeks. 2 weeks since you told me that you care about me. how in those 2 weeks did you forget about me? how in those 2 weeks did everything we had crumble?

This is the moment that you want to hold on to. this feeling of lust and love. before the fights and the heartbreak. right now its just you and him and theres not a care in the world.

The sad thing is that I'm not even upset. I've become numb to the feeling of heartbreak... I'm used to realizing I'm not a first choice, or a second, or a third... I'm the girl boys use when they're bored and leave when what they really want is back...

When is i gonna stop? how many rejections and
heartbreaks can one person really take before they give up completely? how much can one persons heart really handle?

Maybe I don't have a right to be mad or even upset... but what you're doing is wrong... letting me fall for you, knowing that you were with someone else... holding me when you knew someone else really belonged in those arms, why'd you do it?

For the first time in a long time I don't feel like I need someone to complete me... I'm okay with being on my own, not having to worry about what someone else is doing... I finally feel like I'm living for me