The candle has been blown out
and so have i

I close my eyes
press the knife up against my skin
hold my breath
and the cutting begins

You saw the hurt deep in her eyes
after she found out you lied
words twisted to ugly hate
you have sent yourself to this unholy fate

The only time when you will hear the laugh come from my heart
the only time when the smile on my face will shine like the sun
is when she is gone locked away
i hate her forever
my best friend

Take away the jewlrey the make up and the cloths
you will see someone you have never seen before the real me hidden beneath

Self hate is like drugs
once you start you cant stop
its addicting
in the end it always leads to death or suicide.....

I try to stop my crying
but the tears keep on flowing

I never met some one like u
ur my suga rush
the mornings hush
have my dreams finally become true?
all because i have found you

He told her he would call her
as he kissed her on the cheek
but the phone never rang
not once that week

Dont be fooled by the halo around my head its made of cheap plastic