I try to stop my crying
but the tears keep on flowing

Self hate is like drugs
once you start you cant stop
its addicting
in the end it always leads to death or suicide.....

Take away the jewlrey the make up and the cloths
you will see someone you have never seen before the real me hidden beneath

The only time when you will hear the laugh come from my heart
the only time when the smile on my face will shine like the sun
is when she is gone locked away
i hate her forever
my best friend

You saw the hurt deep in her eyes
after she found out you lied
words twisted to ugly hate
you have sent yourself to this unholy fate

I close my eyes
press the knife up against my skin
hold my breath
and the cutting begins

The candle has been blown out
and so have i

The hardest part of saying goodbye
is walking away
and trying not to cry

Hold me close
to your breath
and slowly you take the pain away

As the snow slowly melts
i go with it