Mommy and Daddy,

i'm sorry i'm a screw up, and i'm sorry i'm not the little girl you wanted

Am I just not good enough? good enough to be yours?

Yes, I hurt.
Yes, the rumors are true, I do cry.
Yes, you are correct, I'm not always happy.
So you think i'm a drama queen??
no, I just have felt more in my life in the past 8 months, than you will in 10 years. Sorry for having feelings.

Can anyone even hear me screaming and crying at night?

If i died, i wonder if anyone would even notice i was gone...

The worst part of cutting is knowing the pain that others can feel, and not caring they do.

I lay awake at night thinking of you.
waiting, maybe you'll call. but of course, you never do.

I can't help but falling in love with you

Thank you for breaking my heart.

You left me yesterday, but you are in gods hands now, i love you, and you had so say of your parting from here. your smiling face will always be with me. I love you Trisha, and I know you will shine upon me.