How can i even trust you again?

You said forever and always,
too bad you didn't mean it..

So lets pretend that the pain i feel everyday, is nothing. lets make believe that life is totally perfect, and i've never been hurt. and lets laugh, like out lives arn't totally and completely screwed up.

The lonely stoner seems to clear her mind at night.

I hurt you and i'm sorry. i'm so sorry..

And i really hope after all this mess, that you'll find some way to forgive me.

It hurts to feel like your falling into nothing.

And we always want what we can't have.. but when we have it, half the time we don't know what to do with it.

Because we all end up alone at some point.

I'm not afraid of heights, i'm afraid of falling.
i'm not afraid of darkness, i'm afraid of what's inside it.
i'm not afraid of loving you, i'm terrified you'll break my heart again..