Author of the moment, can you tell me? do i end up happy?

Sorry for the lack of excitement but, i'm not entirely thrilled.

& i always forget to tell you how much i love you..

& i know this sounds crazy, just don't give up on us baby. ♥

I know i'm good for something, i just haven't found it yet.

I crave happiness, i want a reason to smile..

Can we help her? can we save her?

I hurt myself today to see if I still feel.

I focused on the pain, the only thing that's real anymore.

& you know i fake it oh too well, because God himself can't even tell.