I still love you.

I'm trying my hardest.
But you're holding me down.

I went to a Councillor today..
It was okay I guess.
But I was right,
The stupid b**** didn't understand a thing.

It's like they try to build you up to watch it all collapse.
You try climb out the pit, they'll try claw you back.

Some things you want, you just can't have.

All you want is sex, And it's obvious I don't mean a thing to you. All I seem to be to you, is a girl you think you can just play around with. And I wont leave you, Why? Because I'm scared of being alone.

I felt sorry for her.. falling in to your stupid trap.
And all the lies you told her. She believed.
Until I fell for all of it too, and you made me feel so needed and alive, just so you could hurt me. But.. Now I miss you, I miss you more than anything.

I'm addicted.
The taste of the cocaine at the back of my throat, is all that I have.
It's everything I need.
You don't need me, and neither do the others.
So i'll have a line, sit back and feel the happy tingles through my body.

I have nothing here any more.
I need to find my way out.

I wish you would stop lying. You're hurting me.
Or don't you care?