You don't have hold of my heart anymore.
I'm done with your lies.
You can't play me anymore
I've finally opened my eyes.

~Dedicated to someone who thought could fool me. Sorry I'm not your genie so I'm not making your wishes come true~

If at first you don't succeed, skydiving may not be for you.

~My friend Nick told me that so the credit goes to him~

If roses grow in heaven,
Lord pick a bunch for me.
Place them in my grandafther's arms
And tell him they're from me.

If I am so numb
Why is this pain killing me?
Did my numbness go away
And want me to die free?

If you are my true love
Why can't I keep my thoughts on you and not him?

I take this knife
And I cut so deep
I guess death is nothing anymore
It's price isn't so steep.

I'll write a unique story
A story with a twist
I'll use a blade instead of pens
And write it on my wrist.

~I didn't write this but I really liked it~

Red Wires
Cover my arm
Help me now
From my self harm.

I can't take it anymore
I'm done with this crying
So goodye world
Tonight I'm dying.

~Okay I'm not killing myself so don't worry..lol~

One cut - Two cut
Three cut- Four
Soon I'll be dead
Lying on the floor
Five cut- six cut
Seven cut- more
Soon I'll be standing
At Heaven's door.

~Okay again I'm not killing myself...lol~

The worst thing about getting your heart broken is going to sleep and knowing you're gonna wake up with the same broken heart.