You told me that you loved me,
But that was a while ago.
I keep wishing that your feelings would come again.
But I'm always mistaken.
I pick up on the wrong hints,
And I make my own mistakes.
But that's me,
Take it or leave it..

So I'm getting my hopes up again.
I really don't know why.
So I'm really hoping he is still that loving guy.
I really hope that is true.
Because without you,
There is no me.

Did I really get my hopes up for this?
It's really a shame.
I was hoping for a hug&kiss.
You turned out to be lame.
So I'm back at the start.
Restarting my chances.

Okay,
So I think that I might have a chance.
He is leading me on,
In a good way?
Maybe.
He already says "I love you"
So I'm looking forward to this one(:

And I'm beginning to see the light at the end of the tunnel.
But right when I think I'm escaping,
I get pulled back in by all my fears and worries...

Tears silently streak down my cheeks,
They go unnoticed.
It might surprise people to know how I really feel,
Unhappy, depressed, angry, and hurt.
I am not going to rant,
I'm going to continue on.
Because,
What else can I do?

My tears still come, at a rapid pace.
I still can't stand to see your face.
I can't believe what you have done.
Trust me, this was not fun.
You told me you loved me.
But that was a lie.
So now, forget you, I'll find a better guy...

99% of maybe's end in a yes.
So how is it I find the 1% that when they say maybe, it ends with a no?

I'm not happy,
And I won't be.
Until a great guy comes along,
Want to know the sad thing?
he isn't coming anytime soon :(

Sometimes,
There is no solution.
The best thing to is cry.
And if it is bad enough,
Scream all your problems to the sky.
Sometimes,
You can't be strong