I just have to many memories to let him go .

Let everything happen by itself <3

I wanna wake up to that day when i wake up & see that you have called me <3

shoot , that's getting my hopes up to far .

& i told myself that one day you'd let me fade away & guess what i think you have </3

I faked myself to act happy but all that did was bring me more down.

Guys want me , i just don't want them .
i want a guy that when i see him i get butterflies & smile like Ive never been happier (:

Everyone said teens years are the best , well im not seeing it .

See that road ?
Yeah , well if you want to catch me ill be running down that path .

Take notice that i dont smile , i run .
i run from everything & everybody .

I try & try & try , ,but its really not getting me any where