Vanish from my life.
Erase from my thoughts...

Thoughts threw my mind...
All thoughts mixed and confused...

We started out first happy and so in love,
When things got to the worse you I knew I could...

I am the girl who holds this smile,
which is not near the truth...

My Life has been so warped and twisted.
I feel like I cry for someone to just hold me...

When the night falls..
When the moon is out...

I can’t stand my own existence.
I can’t stand being in my own families...

I hate to see myself live my life in tears...
I try to be strong in front of others, but inside...

All this pain I held inside.
All the beatens I took cause you were drunk...

I’ve given u an emotion,
A feeling of being put to the side...

Mom,
Who you are...

I wonder every night and day,
if your gonna leave and not stay...