Still

looking

for

someone

who

cannot

be

found..

Reality check:

i love you....

you love him....

YOU and ME....

that's all we will ever be....

I smile...
to cover my tears...
i smile...
to hide my fears...
i smile...
to shield the pain...
i smile...
just to be sane....

Breaking.........

.....in silence.....

I can hear it....
the sound of my heart.... cracking..

Why is it that
my reflection
in the mirror
laughing at me....?

Smile....

yes! i can smile.....

but there's only one thing i can't deny....

living in this world...

full of your lies....

My life story...
i was born to love you.

but yours...
it's a different story..

I lost you..
i lost myself..