I just cant protect you when your the one that keeps runing back,the point is to learn from ur past/fool u 1nce shame on them fool u twice an ul fall for it again.

I wish i didnt have to pretend to be over you,
but more than that,
i wish you were just pretending to be over me

And if you walk out that door,
i wont cry or beg you to stay,
no baby i love you,
but ill make sure you know
you havent broke me

If you leave,
i'll shut the door behind you,
if you say goodbye,
il promise i wont miss you,
and while your still driving away,
i'll put on my best dress, and the earings you got me,
because tonight, they will get me someone better

And all men are evil,
with momentary acts of kindness,
and all men are unstable
so never trust without doubt.
-the only ecception is Christ

And i let go of the past,
not because i do not care,
but because i cannot change it.

Do not tell me,
show me,
do not ask for me,
fight for me,
i will not believe what is said
but what is shown

I relive you through my writing,
i love you through my words,
so why would i say goodbye,
when i can still write?