You Cant Mean Anything To Anyone Untill You Mean Something To Yourself.

She Smiles Like She's So Tough
She Says
"Hey Do You Think You Could Talk A Little Louder"
I Dont Think My Heart Is Broken Enough.

You were all the things i thought i knew.
we were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it.

I Knew Before You Did;
Still Im The One Who's Stupid.

And i said "i've gotta be honest
i've been waiting for you all my life."
for so long i thought i was asylum bound,
but just seeing you makes me think twice.
and being with you here makes me sane

Why tread so carefully for the fourth time I am okay
It pleases when you hear more
Stories with unhappy endings
Is your life so prefect that you would not fall down with crushed humility?

[[..I Miss Martyn..]]
It's been a long time since I've been close to you
It's been a long time since I've been sad.
It's been a while since I've really spent time with you
Wish I could take back the times that I had.

You had time to waste and I'm not sorry,
such a basket case, hide the cutlery.
I had time to kill, it's dead and buried.
You've got guts to spill but no one trustworthy.

There's someone down below blowing you a kiss.
They watch from their windows
as all arms fall to their sides,
and all eyes fix on the death of tomorrow.

Just one more line I repeat over and over again
\'Till I\'m blue in the face with a choking regret
Because I talk in circles \'round you on my bed
Can\'t say I blame you one bit when you kept it all inside
When you left that night