I'm losing myself to the person i'm not

I never asked to be alive so dont blame me for wanting to be dead

I don't wanna be here anymore i wanna fly away to a place were i'm always wanted and never alone

And now my heart is ripped in two all because you don't see me the way i see you...

When i look in the mirror i wish i saw something different

It feels like i'm just a spectator watching my life go up in flames...

I wonder if he knows i stare at my computer screen for hours just hoping he'll talk to me ...

Every time i feel like iv finally built up my walls they come crashing right back down...

And now im in the same spot again i cant believe i fell for your fcuking lies

My head is spinning my heart is pounding the world is spinning feels like I'm drowning...