I paint on this canvas,
A story in red...

I wanna let you go
I wanna set myself free...

I see happy people all around me
Laughing with their friends...

This story comes to an end today
I will finally say all my goodbyes...

Grey, clear, red
Grey is the color of the outside sky...

Behind the hair on my face, are these blood shot...
I'm such a disgrace...

For one day can i wake up feeling beautiful
For one day can you not be mean to me...

I gave everything for and to you
You gave nothing...

Days go by,
And boy do I wish I was high...

I stand here looking down
My knees are weak and my eyes are red...

Blood is pouring
I am crying...

Nobody knows what I really feel inside,
'Cause apparently I'm supposed to hate you...