Well that's one more cut for me...

I honestly don't care about anything anymore.

Am I now everything you wanted me to be?

I'm often silent when I'm screaming inside.

I just want to feel beautiful.
Shallow, I know.
But it's all I want.

The worst part of it is knowing I wasn't good enough. For you. For the truth. For anything.

All I want is to breathe again.

Not pretty enough. Not skinny enough. Not good enough. Not smart enough. Not talented enough. Not popular enough.
That's all I can seem to think all day. Every day.

"I would break in two over you."

~From Autumn To Ashes - Autumn's Monologue

Missing you has no sound. Actually, it's too painfully quiet, and this silence is even louder than any scream.