How can I miss something I never really had ?

~ NxC

I've forgotten your face in the rains of October .
I've forgotten your voice -- I don't want to remember .

No . They don't always see the real me .
That's why they don't understand me enough .

Learn to admit your mistakes ,
before someone exaggerates the swhole story .

~ NxC

Loneliness has strucken ;
Deep in my heart , I long for the kiss , for the warmth smile .
But now you disappeared . Replaced it with cry and tears .

~ NxC

Sometimes , it feels like death is the only option .

People say that you can't live without love ...
... But I think oxygen is more important .

Who says nothing is impossible ?
I've been doing nothing for years ~

-- NxC

I'm that kinda girl who always has my phone in my hands , my headphones in my ears , and that one special person who never leaves my mind (:

-- NxC

No matter how many coins have you tossed or how many fingers have you crossed , if it didn't mean to happen , it will NEVER happen .

-- NxC