I try so hard to keep my head high
Sometimes it gets too heavy and I want to die...

Stomach starts to ache.
Hands start to shake...

Your coming back soon
And my confidence is going to shrink like a prune...

I never want to leave your side
Even though I can't show you my emotions inside...

I am in this world.
But am I really here...

I hate this feeling.
The feeling of no one around...

I walk by and you laugh and stare.
You think your so perfect...

Just some thoughts jotted down on paper,
All mixed together for your feelings to come...

I miss you so much
But can't get in touch...

Are we falling apart?
Have we known each other too long...

I'm walking around in circles,
Just trying to find my path...

You open me up,
Like a flower in the spring...