I'd be stupid to trust you but yet my heart does

Why do we all want to grow up .....then when we finally do we realize how much we threw away being a kid... we thought it would be so much easier to be older and now that we are there is no rule book

I don't know how to make the feeling stop

I don't want to make it akward between us by saying i like you

It feels like I'm watching myself on tv like I'm the audiance laughing at myself

It was better watching other peoples lives on tv cause now it feels like im in the spot light

I've never really been happy my faces just stuck with this smile

I'd rather be surprised to be happy that way i know its real

Everyone wants to be happy but you could be waiting for something that could never happen

Hell has he in it cause it seems thats all he brings me