Red puffy eyes with yet another lie

The fight were our friendship
the silent was the truth
the hi's we from me to you
the smiles are now gone
the chats were the way we belong
the end is here

I regret not saying a word when you needed me now your gone its seemed so easy

I'm confused
is there something between me and you ?

Maybe i was hoping your smile
would mean you'd stay for awhile

I just thought you would understand me and we could be happy

I really feel broken and i just want to be with you

My arms hurt after the pain i caused myself

Someone please tell me what a smile is i seem to have forgotten

I can't think clear its like my whole world is in slow motion