I don't know how to make the feeling stop

I don't want to make it akward between us by saying i like you

It feels like I'm watching myself on tv like I'm the audiance laughing at myself

It was better watching other peoples lives on tv cause now it feels like im in the spot light

I've never really been happy my faces just stuck with this smile

I'd rather be surprised to be happy that way i know its real

Everyone wants to be happy but you could be waiting for something that could never happen

Hell has he in it cause it seems thats all he brings me

From far away you looked like my knight in shining arm but from up close you are just an idoit in tin foil

God created men first because he had to look at the mistakes he made