"How do you not expect me to cry?"

He was so down to earth with me.
We were gonna meet and be..together, as one.
Now all he can do is ignore that truth we'll always see..4ever.

"Finally my insomnia let me sleep, I woke up to no one on the bed, but me. I thought great..this dream is real. He left me, I left me. I just layed there sobbing like crazy for hours, back to "the self" I used to know."

"You no longer strike fear in my heart."

"Started really liking this guy, we are good friends also. Today I try to make it official, he tells me theres something I shld knw, he has a baby on the way. I don't want to be with him that way.Guys..man. the lesbian thoughts reoccur..."

Coldplay <3

"We cannot always win. But never think that's the last time we will succeed at anything..ever again. And yes its such a shame that we parted, my love."
-Me

Not knowing whether to pick i love you or desired love, because I still want and need you..

Dear Crush
"I know you told me you wanna be friends, knowing you didn't even want that. I know we are nothing at all and I know that's the way you want it to be. But I'll pretend that you'll always be waiting for me.."
Dedicated To: Justin

Ive never had a perfect day, not even when I was a toddler. Oh wait, I did. The day I met you. My day was bad until I met a guy named you."