"I struggle to try not to think of you."

"Everytime I get down on my knees, I think of how you must have proposed to her.
Knowing a couple months ago we spoke of how one day that girl would be me"

Advice on teacher crush:
hes not looking at you like that - your imagining it - your teenage hormones are loose.
..How do you know?
I don't seek anything I just think hes very attractive.

It is not the exterior that matter in the long run it truly is what is inside that makes the person attractive or not.

Ex called me tonight.
Asked me: Are we still gonna runaway together?
I couldn't help but heartly sob after that, thinking of all the guys I wanted to do that with and the one that made me happiest I'll never forget.

I loved you then and I love you now

Is it bad to not fear death?
Because sometimes I just don't care or not fear
And yes, I am depressed.

No one missed you more than me yesterday.
I thought we were over.

You weren't there for me!

"Mom I love you but I hate the way you treat me. You make me so unhappy. =(
I gotta escape, I gotta runaway w/him...forever." =)