Pick yourself up off the bathroom floor
throw the razors away, and clean up the blood
your so much better then this! your beautiful I swear
but it seems the only one who can't see it is you

I want to scream as loud as I can just to see if anyone notices I still exist.

I would rather listen to the cold, hurtful truth then stupid, worthless lies.

I used to wish we would be together for ever but now I wish we never met.

If you have something to say about me behind my back then say it to my face or your just as bad as what you say I am.

No more lying. I'm tired of trying and sick of crying, all i want is to be smiling but i just keep dieing.

I wish the mask i wear would swallow me so that I can feel as happy as I appear.

Give up. give in. thats all thats left to do when it seem like the whole friggin world has turned against you.

Sometimes i wonder if i'll ever meet someone like you again. then i think god i hope not.

Nights are the worst. its when my walls crack and the bad seeps in. nights are definantly the worst.