Its a shame i loved someone death can reach :/

I became this person because of you...
please help me back to the person i was i cant do it alone :/ you made me into this self hating, self harming, never good enough person i hope your proud of yourself :(

Have you ever cried so much that you couldn't breath?

The moment when you dont know what to do either to cry, bleed, scream or laugh :/

Sadest thing in life is loving someone who used to love you...
i cant live without you, i need you in my life but you dont need me in yours now you got her.. i'll leave it for a while..then death may do us part

You ask me why i have tears in my eyes and cuts down my face dripping blood...
you ask my why im doing this to myself...
i just simply answer...
because of you

Im just waiting for a better day
a day with no pain

The scars are the screams no one can hear

Im not alrite im broken inside

Reaches for the razor it edge smooth and keen her screams are unheard but the scars will be seen