Thye think that they can just run my life and tell me what to do....but when im older ill be gone and theyll never see me again

&& am i better off dead??
am i better of a quitter??
they say im better off now
then i ever was with him

&&im still in love
but ill i heard
was nothing

Never mind ill find someone like yu....
i wish nothing but the best for yu...
i remember what yu said..
sometimes it last in love but....
sometimes it hurts instead...

Im waking up and im alive

I cant be mad
i cant be pissed
yu have other friends and another life
yu can have fun without me
but im here
not there
im not in yur life </3

Hes so far away....i cant see yu but only a few days every six months....how can i know what yu say yu mean..yu only can talk to me by phone....how do i know yur not lying??

&& the blade slides across my wrist
because of what yu said
i start to let yu into my life
but the second i do yu put me down
why cant i just make yu proud for once??

Maybe yu'll listen when im lying in a coffin

&& i thought i was over you
i was so happy and proud
but then i had a dream and yu were there
when will yu leave me alone??