I'm remaining strong,
I'm keeping my word when i say you're dead to me,
I won't give in,
you lost me this time for good,
i'm moving on with out you,
hope you know just how much you messed up,
there is no turning back <3

She said she won't cry over him,
she says she hates him,
when the truth is,
she still loves him,
she broke down,
&& wants nothing more then to just erase the pain.

Until, I can look at our pictures without crying; that shows im not over you </3

&& It seems nearly impossible,
to find a guy who won't ever hurt you,
true love does exist,
ive experience it before,
but maybe not everybody finds the one for them</3

And all she wants is just to be over him completely,
to be able to look at old pictures wout crying,
to not have him cross her mind once,
she wants to erase him from her life,
is that to much to ask.

&& I have no idea how you truly feel,
whether this is a game to you,
or if its genuine,
&& until i know, dont expect me to give in.

&& She won't let herself cry over him,
but sometimes it hits her so hard,
she cant control how the tears just pour out </3

&& He makes her smile,
makes her laugh,
hates when they dont talk,
but more then anything,
shes actually happy when they talk <3

Hesitant of every guy that talks to her,
not wanting to get another jerk,
hates the thought of being hurt again,
she guards her heart,
pushes away everybody,
to scared to risk her heart,
she doesn't know if she'll open up again.

I'll mask the pain on my face,
so you can't tell its hurting me,
so you only think im "happy",
when deep down inside,
im anything but.