When i lost my mom,i didnt just lose my mom. I lost my best friend and my heart too</3

I love you. When i say i love you..i dont mean the friend way..i mean the head over heels willing to die for you way.The girl that ppl thought would never fall...fell in love..&& When she fell..she never thought shed get her heart broken.

I used to be a cutter...i promised my boyfriend at the time i would stop. He promised hed never hurt me. He broke his promise so i broke mine</3.

As i pick up the razorblade to make the pain go away..i stop & think "Did u ever love me?". Idk the answer & that kills me.As i put the blade to my skin ready to cut..i stop & say outloud "i wish u were here to stop me"

Dont you see how much i love you? Dont you see how i would do anything for you? Dont you see the pain your causing..the tears running down my face,the sound of my heart breaking? Dont you see how much this is killing me</3

I used to be "your babygirl","the love of your life". Used to be,being the word. I wish used to be was i am</3.

Its a hurtful thing when you and someone used to be inseparable...and now its like you never even met.

I wish i had a time machine so i could go back to the day before i left....and make sure i dont</3

My gut feeling has never been wrong. It told me the day i went home "dont leave,if you do he'll change" and I wish i listened bcuz he did change.and its tearin me apart bcuz if i stayed..it wouldnt be this way</3

When i think ive made my mind up...it goes back to not losin hope. I try and try so hard but i cant do it,i dont think im supposed to let go<3